Sunday, December 9, 2007

What keeps us going.....?

Its that time again when you actually lay back and take a look at your life. What have you been doing lately, or what are your goals...after that what else is next? At times, you feel like the once merry life you had has turned into a valley of loneliness. When the clock is filled with nothing but ticks that mean nothing...and everything else in the world is turning its back on you. And what can you do?...yeah, nothing...

And then for those who move on in life, have you ask yourself, what keeps you going? After gathering my thoughts, i think its hope and love. Although today fails constantly, its just hope that keeps us moving. We live on the believe that tomorrow will be a better day. We hope things will get better tomorrow. And together with that, love will patch our torn and tattered hearts. These two elements ensure that we keep going...

When it comes to the aspect of love, I can't illustrate much because I am certainly no expert in it...but I can assure you that it is love that adorns the walls of life with glimmers of lights. Love not only in the sense of couples' love but more on family love. If you know that you are loved by your family and close ones, you would certainly strive on and would never do something silly that has the ability to jeopardize this mutual need.

I am glad that I grew up not on a golden platter. Because, together with this I gain and experience a lot that others do not. If you had all the money in the world and you live life without any hardship, you are just missing out on so many lessons and good stuff in life. I love myself very much because i truly think that i am better off in so many aspects that others are lacking in. And if you think that life is a waste, then think again, all the money your parents invested into you, and all the love that nurtured you....is it worth it doing something silly?

So make good use of your life....its hard to remember that we are alive for the last time ! Yeah, no more chances...it is not like The Sims where you can virtually create life again and again, but this is pure reality, its just once...and people might think you are stupid although you are rich in knowledge, but never boast because one day or another it will know when to show...you need not bother what others think about you, but what matters is what you think of yourself. This is because what you think of yourself is what you make of yourself and that eventually is what you become.

These days, I have changed a lot...those playful days have turned into more meaningful and sentimental days. Expressing my thoughts through my writings on this blog and through the piano. I may not be the same anymore because i know i am entering the prelude of a devastating storm. And Im surprised how much time has passed, i still remember the days when I was in primary school, when I couldnt care less about the future. And then it was all the exams...and SPM....and now I'm working (and i know it wouldnt be as simple as it sounds) trying to juggle all the problems on one hand and some other stunts on your other hand, i really miss the schooling days, the friends, the silly things we do....time flies...but make sure in between that flight, you learn lots of stuff and pass down the knowledge to your loved ones.


"we live our lives today, not for today, but for tomorrow. And we live our lives tomorrow, not for tomorrow but for two things, hope and love." I really hope this post can really turn your flicker into a bonfire. Although it sounds a bit touchy but this is all the thoughts in my head and i just poured it out with full of sincerity and conscience. Have a good day and its ok to be sad for today but dont let the sun go down on your sadness...



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